Jaynel19, 39

I am happily married for the most part but it is missing something. I am wondering if there are other women/girls with similar husband issues as me. He's nice, great provider, lots of laughs but he is just to tiny. I've recently had bi curious thoughts. I mean really a lot but am to shy in addition to it destroying me whole being . I cannot be open in this regard and I'm ok with the solitude. I think about it so much and believe me I'm not complaining.